Friday, January 1, 2010
You held my hand and walked me home.
I told him goodbye. One of the most stupid things I have done. He really was a good friend. Even if he did stop liking me...I still wanted him as a friend. Since Michael left, it's like he's the one of the only people I could come to with anything. I can't believe I could just throw it away like that. I don't want him to go...but maybe it was for the best? I just...I don't know what to do. I feel lost, worthless, helpless. Like I'm in this big black pit of nothingness and I can't get out. I can now see why he doesn't want anything to do with me. I'm nothing but a drama filled teenage girl. Who wants that? No one. I feel so pathetic right now. >.<
Posted by Heather Nicole. at 10:18 PM